Depressed ramblings

[Seth God Of Chaos]

Written during my depressed period

I live through all
with my deathly pall
i see pain
again and again
i see death
with every breath
and no matter what i go through
i know im better than you
i survived my past
so much so fast
i want to die
to let my spirit fly
i want to be gone
remembered only in this song
but im still alive
but ill continue to strive
ill live until im bored
my pain will be roared
maybe ill fail
and continue to tell this tale
or maybe ill win
and commit the sin

The sin of suicide
ill take it in my stride
ill continue to love
until im no longer above
on gods green earth
i think ill give god a wide birth
maybe ill go to hell
or maybe ill do well
and just reach the end
there will be no bend
ill just reaach emptiness
it will be glorious

Glorious will be my death
ill be released from all this stress
the worlds disgusting
with everyone lusting
for children or women
with everyone hating
there is no waiting
to sort it out
they just shout
and scream and hit
there all full of ****
i dont hate anything
not even ralph or peter king
i dont hate my mother
or any other
and people find it strange
they treat me like a dog with mange

How do you all do it
survive this ****
live in this world
dark and curled
hate, lust, greed, envy
fear, murder and pain surround me
f*ck it all im gone
just remember me in this song
goodbye