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I have been away since the crash after posting a snip of my book - now lost in the ether

Been writing some more - its a bit non dialogue, a tiny bit epic and dark.

I do not read much but have some influences, boy does it take a long time when you go ver every sentence so many times...

I assume I can post some of it here ?

Cavalry
 
That's what 'here' is for. Assuming, obviously, that it falls within the guidelines.

Ah, cyberlimbo got a big charge that day.
 
Prologue

It is known that the Earth creation was of fusion, hottest life fire woven upon Earth of those who were not bound to mortal fate. They could (I suppose) be felt everywhere if you could, from where you are, still feel their hot grace in your heart. Alas truly though… sadly, to most of us, they exist physically nowhere now. We are broken from them, to mortality.

I am truly blessed then, in having been close to them just once. A brief encounter with their fire, prising back open the door of mortality and I came so close at that moment to taking an impossible step toward them while I yet lived. That was a bewildering vision of the distant past through her and of a place, I have never seen. I travelled within her and found myself sharing a mind whose beautiful name I in my heart and mind been washed clean of. That is for the chance of my very survival now.

There in my trance, I found I was taken to lie alone in ancient light upon the wide smooth alter slab of the Earth temple amid spiralling red veined leaves of an distant autumn. Upon that yellow jade monolith looking skyward, I saw they were lit, each in turn afire of new colours of the sun I cannot truly tell you of here. Within the shafts of the sunlight, on they came, rolling through the still air in golds, silvers and reds. One after the other in gentle precession they fell, descending through the still air from the great canopy around me and stretching beyond sight.

That hill glade is deep (and hidden by its makers and dense trees) in the great forests that ward the low mountains, within the long warm shadows of that autumn in south border of Alinor. I remember well that as I idled there in the hot sun, I ran my hands across the smooth cream coloured stone, translucent and as deep as the sea. I lay flat and my fingers wandered across the stone. I felt beside me, first the crisp curled leaves then the many tiny bleached dry bones that lay over most of the silent stone. Then without looking my fingers moved on, touched and gently rolled the strange dry sandy earth or dust in my fingers at the edge of the altar.

Looking then toward the dark walls of the forest pressing ever closer with time, I remember so vividly the leaves all about its slopes, lying so thickly and undisturbed on the sunny rise. The tales of the altar those trees have seen must have been uncounted. I lay back on the warm stone once more and my mind entered a sleepy bliss. Silence filled several hours.

As the sun moved west to set slowly, crowned in amber behind the mountains, the hidden intoxication that was gently taking me became almost total. I felt so weary and my eyes fought with me, looked for sleep, and I saw no harm in it. All was still and I felt as I closed my eyes at one with the pulse of the Earth. In my growing dream, my being was joining (as if with the setting sun) gladly with the cooling altar and my bones be left to waste. Laid sweetly scattered all about, they will dwindle to dust to feed the roots and thoughts of the unspeaking trees gradually ascending the slope. Little by little degree of conflict the saplings were taking the small hill, I cared not.

Somewhere in the darkening canopy of my dream an Owl called and more distantly another. Then at the very door of sleep, I felt a warm familiar hand very firmly on my shoulder. It shook the drowsy world away.

My eyes stirred from the thirst to slip under, I opened them and saw the first pale stars high above and her wise and beautiful face in the fading amber light. Inside my head however, I still heard the child like voice of another. One much older spring forward in surprise of detection. It said in my own tongue.

“You are a dreamer of the future but traveller in time past, you rouse our skin, you desired it, us. We feel you so close, lay here again as you wish and enter with us into our beautiful dreams, lay here a yet while more until the sun is gone under.

Dreamer…be not afraid to slumber, let sleep be as a gentle welcome door left ajar from mortality. Then we will be close joined, you already feel us under the stars, under the fallen leaves and in the pale bones of those that have already passed to our halls.

Would you still leave us now? Not wonder to look out upon the foundations of the earth and know you are born of its ancient fusion. Life fire, fire... we are all here and just beyond your closing dwindling eyes that deny your passage.

It is time… to shed your fears, leave them to bleach on the altar with your dwindling flesh, it is time.…”

Then abruptly it was over, I felt my guide again, her fingernails biting cutting my skin to wake me but now her breath too was upon my pale skin in feint earnest words. They grew louder, spoke in rhyme and warning, gently lifting me back from the enchantment that I could not have survived.

Finally, I had my wits (and hot desire to live) and struggled foolishly with eyes wide open from her grasp to flee from the altar in panic to save my life and yes, I fell. I landed hard with dust, leaf and bone alongside the carved side of the stone plinth, nearly a seven feoot fall. Then alas, unable to break my fall tumbling drunkenly over the edge of the lower stone I rolled down the steep slope of soft dust reaching for anything to break my fall. All I took in my hands as I slid over dust, stone and small saplings were the departed dreamers… the bone dust and cracked bleached bones of many more than one being, not all human.

We then broke away together (her hand vice like in mine) from this ghostly dream and up through the darkening trees. Away we went past the waking Owls toward the growing pale autumn stars of the north and close to the final edge of Earth. I drifted back weightless within her as if we were falling leaves but in reverse, skyward we fell to a dreamless sleep of mortals, to wake here, back here.

I had stood at the door of death and a rebirth I did not understand and her grace was in showing me this for her own purpose. Even to look out toward the wonderful guardians of deep Earths latent power and strength that supports all is not for mortals and my desire to live through her guiding hand burned hot.

A different but same fire must have lived in the creators I have thought and I have treasured being close.

Earth however with the legacy of the ancient fusion is now woven within us all, not just felt in spell laden half sleep, our embrace with their flowering ashes. We are to share this place for the brief years we have, part crafted by us, the bones of your ancestors and soon of you, of my past, my future and always of my enduring if fractured, diabolic and imperfect love.
 
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Did you make this deliberately difficult to understand?
I'll point out some grammar errors (largely tenses, or moods) but perhaps Iwould be rendering the text too mundane?
There are lots of repetitions (I'll colour them blue
Prologue

It is known that the Earth creation was of fusion, hottest life fire woven upon Earth of those who were not bound to mortal fate. They could (I suppose) be felt everywhere if you could
past tense
, from where you are
present tense
, still feel their hot grace in your heart. Alas truly though… sadly, to most of us, they exist physically nowhere now. We are broken from them, to mortality.
I am truly blessed then, in having been close to them just once. A brief encounter with their fire, prising back open the door of mortality and I
past tense (correct, beginning of flashback)
came so close at that moment to taking an impossible step toward them while I yet lived. That was a bewildering vision of the distant past through her and of a place,
no comma
I have never seen. I travelled within her and found myself sharing a mind whose beautiful name I in my heart and mind
have?
been washed clean of. That is
present tense
for the chance of my very survival now.
There in my trance, I found I was taken to lie alone in ancient light upon the wide smooth alter
altar
slab of the Earth temple
comma
amid spiralling red-veined leaves of an distant autumn. Upon that yellow jade monolith looking skyward, I saw they
presumably this "they" was the leaves? If they are your imortals, at least a capital "They", and probably some more indication
were lit, each in turn afire of
"with" rather than "of"?
new colours of the sun I cannot truly tell you of here. Within the shafts of the sunlight, on they came, rolling through the still air in golds, silvers and reds. One after the other in gentle precession
I suspect that's "procession"
they fell, descending through the still air from the great canopy around me and stretching beyond sight.
That hill glade is deep (and hidden by its makers and dense trees) in the great forests that ward the low mountains, within the long warm shadows of that autumn in
the
south border of Alinor. I remember well that
comma
as I idled there in the hot sun, I ran my hands across the smooth cream
hyphen
coloured stone, translucent and as deep as the sea. I lay flat and my fingers wandered across the stone. I felt beside me, first the crisp curled leaves
comma
then the many tiny bleached dry bones that lay over most of the silent stone. Then
comma
without looking
comma; and fingers rarely look
my fingers moved on, touched and gently rolled the strange
comma
comma
sandy earth or dust in my fingers at the edge of the altar.
Looking then toward the dark walls of the forest pressing ever closer with time, I remember so vividly the leaves all about its slopes
the slopes of the forest?
, lying so thickly and undisturbed on the sunny rise. The tales of the altar those trees have seen must have been uncounted. I lay back on the warm stone once more and my mind entered a sleepy bliss. Silence filled several hours.
As the sun moved west to set slowly, crowned in amber behind the mountains, the hidden intoxication that was gently taking me became almost total. I felt so weary and my eyes fought with me, looked for sleep, and I saw no harm in it. All was still and I felt
comma
as I closed my eyes
comma
at one with the pulse of the Earth. In my growing dream, my being was joining (as if with the setting sun) gladly with the cooling altar and my bones be
were being
left to waste. Laid sweetly scattered all about, they will dwindle to dust to feed the roots and thoughts of the unspeaking trees gradually ascending the slope. Little by little degree of conflict
what does that "degree of conflict" signify?
the saplings were taking the small hill,
semicolon
I cared not.
Somewhere in the darkening canopy of my dream an Owl called and
comma
more distantly
comma
another. Then
comma
at the very door of sleep, I felt a warm familiar hand very firmly
without a verb that should be "firm"
on my shoulder. It shook the drowsy world away.
My eyes stirred from the thirst to slip under,
full stop
I opened them and saw the first pale stars high above and her wise and beautiful face in the fading amber light. Inside my head however, I still heard the child
hyphen
like voice of another. One much older spring
sprang?
forward in surprise of detection. It said in my own tongue.
“You are a dreamer of the future but traveller in time past, you rouse
present
our skin, you desired
past
it, us. We feel
present
you so close, lay
lie
here again as you wish and enter with us into our beautiful dreams, lay
lie
here a yet while more until the sun is gone under.
Dreamer…be not afraid to slumber, let sleep be as a gentle welcome door left ajar from mortality. Then we will be close joined, you already feel us under the stars, under the fallen leaves and in the pale bones of those that have already passed to our halls.

Would you still leave us now? Not wonder to look out upon the foundations of the earth and know you are born of its ancient fusion. Life fire, fire... we are all here and just beyond your closing
comma; and perhaps the "your" before should be a "those"
dwindling eyes that deny your passage.
It is time… to shed your fears, leave them to bleach on the altar with your dwindling flesh, it is time.…”

Then abruptly it was over, I felt my guide again, her fingernails biting
comma
cutting my skin to wake me
comma
but now her breath too was upon my pale skin in feint
faint
earnest words. They grew louder, spoke in rhyme and warning, gently lifting me back from the enchantment that I could not have survived.
Finally, I had my wits (and hot desire to live) and struggled foolishly with eyes wide open from her grasp to flee from the altar in panic to save my life and yes, I fell. I landed hard with dust, leaf and bone alongside the carved side of the stone plinth, nearly a seven feoot
?
fall. Then alas, unable to break my fall
comma
tumbling drunkenly over the edge of the lower stone
comma
I rolled down the steep slope of soft dust
comma
reaching for anything to break my fall. All I took in my hands as I slid over dust, stone and small saplings were the departed dreamers… the bone dust and cracked bleached bones of many more than one being, not all human.
We then broke away together (her hand vice
hyphen
like in mine) from this ghostly dream and up through the darkening trees. Away we went
comma
past the waking Owls
comma
toward the growing pale autumn stars of the north and close to the final edge of Earth. I drifted back weightless within her as if we were falling leaves but in reverse,
full stop
skyward we fell to a dreamless sleep of mortals, to wake here, back here.
I had stood at the door of death and a rebirth I did not understand and her grace was in showing me this for her own purpose. Even to look out toward the wonderful guardians of deep Earths
Earth's
latent power and strength
comma
that supports all
comma
is not for mortals and my desire to live through her guiding hand burned hot.
I don't follow this sentence
A different but same fire must have lived in the creators
comma
I have thought
comma
and I have treasured being close.
comma
comma
with the legacy of the ancient fusion
comma
is now woven within us all, not just felt in spell
hyphen
laden half sleep, our embrace with their flowering ashes. We are to share this place for the brief years we have, part crafted by us, the bones of your ancestors and soon of you, of my past, my future and always of my enduring if fractured, diabolic and imperfect love.
 
Chris always seems to have punctuation down, so I won't comment on that. I do agree with him in each aspect, however.-----It's an interesting idea. There's never enough stories, imo, that deal with the history of a planet's creation, and I rather liked this one. However......if I dreamed that gods were talking to me, I'd probably either check myself into a mental hospital or come down with a sudden case of insomnia. :D
 
I'm not sure what to make of this. To me (I suspect this is very personal) it very nearly has the power of a genuine mystical experience, and the poetic, slightly overblown language gives it the feel of something written perhaps a century or two ago - there are some sentence constructions, for example, that demand the reader's attention. This I like. However, if you're going to write in this poetic, mystical style rather than a more modern or straightforward idiom, you need to cut down on things such as punctuation, tense and spelling errors - you can't afford to make it more difficult than it already is.

In other words, pay attention to what Chris has said.
 
Dear Chris - Thanks, all this can be fixed. Dear Harebrain - Thank you its only part of an opening.The mistakes are regretted but I looked over it so many times . I have no serious schooling in English.Without the damn mistakes , anything you like?
Dear Manarion - Thats part of my idea many things and events in the book are based in the mind and its vulnerabilities. Magic ( which there is little of ) or madness ( where perhaps there is more ), its never going to be totally clear.

Cav.
 
Dear Harebrain - Thank you its only part of an opening.The mistakes are regretted but I looked over it so many times . I have no serious schooling in English.Without the damn mistakes , anything you like?

Yes - maybe I didn't make it clear enough, but I like the whole feel of it. Your reply to Manarion put it across very well - magic and madness. I can't find my copy at the moment, but I want to say the visionary quality of it reminds me of David Lindsay's "A Voyage to Arcturus."

Is the whole story in the same writing style?
 
So a bit more... from the prologue of memories
Please ignore grammer etc . That will all be fixed (I will be paying someone to do it) The main thing is content.

As we walked from the Inn, its sounds of revelry fading but the crickets continued in the grasses all about, we paused. We looked up, eyes wide and glinting. I remember I saw a new halo or crescent of paler aurora wreathed about the moon making her even more bewildering, an omen of change. I still recall the air was so close, the moon covered fields which opened up before us, that hot and humid July night. They gently rolled down toward the wide silent artery of the Empire, its greatest slumbering river. Something of that memory was to be a treasure in my heart later when I recall seeing the same moon at times years later during the terrible fell winter of the defeat, in which alas I had my part.

That wound in which I had complicity at times would bring all the Northern Empire and Armarier City to its knees.

The tragedy (my part) wakes me at night regularly. My wretched numb hands nipped by frost, the ceaseless un noble killing, the great and noble horses of old lines expired and rigid in the snow, hunger endless hunger and the lost chances. I may yet be damned by the sights of the dead and dying, sons and fathers of men, lesser and greater than I. It is too dreadful to say how many were left behind during the darkness of rout following the defeat and its bitter pursuit but it was very many. I still hear their fading cries for help as they fell exhausted and starved one by one behind me, unable to walk or stumble lame and weak yet further. I could do nothing but take the poison vials I still had left and handed them to those I past, who looked most deserving of a honourable end. I did not look back at any of them; they were the lucky few for the vials soon ran out.

There they lay still, un buried bones, lying in country without a horizon upon which could be some distant home they will never see.

I feel I can taste those decisions on my lips even now; perhaps I should have crushed each vial upon their freezing weak lips to make sure the end was swift and true. I know if they had not been too weak or delirious with cold, they would have all taken the poison of Druids, we all trusted them, though the treachery of some was still more bitter. I keep telling myself that, as they (Soldiers) were my comrades and friends, I did my duty. Falling alive, un poisoned and fresh to the vast pursuing enemy just a few miles away who was himself so hungry and tired was not contemplated. Then finally, in my icy nightmares, there is from time to time the fragile and broken hound, Tobias and his mournful grey eyes, saved at the last moment before death into my arms. I had found him again going back (as I had promised) down the snow trodden path easy to follow, littered with debris of the retreat, back there we had separated in the short storm the evening of the day before. Amongst the snow-dusted debris of retreat, he lay huddled tight in some old hessian feed sacks and tangled discarded harness. Half buried in fresh snow, thin and brittle and it seemed, breaths from death with cold. I picked him up gently and rolled him, limp but alive into my blanket and into my spare pack. His eyes became brighter his tail wagged a little and he gently licked my hand with a cold tongue. I folded him in, just as I would an infant child, the oath was kept. I then so gently lifted the pack onto my back and tied the leather straps tight upon my chest and waist to keep it all still.

I thought that was it, now just a long hack on foot back to the rear guard of the Army.

No.

In dread as I went to turn, movement caught my eye. Under the slate sky and northward, I saw on the horizon figures, about ten maybe a few more, that I could see. They had luckily not seen me as they had appeared over the low ridges as I had crouched to wrap the dog. They were moving in a wide arc and they were the enemy. White faces of the East, skirmishers with bows or short spears crossing the low ridges at speed but fatefully heading North West of my position, perhaps three hundred yards away. The low wind gradually strengthening also stood in my favour still bound from the East; upon it were small flecks of snow racing into their eyes should they look my direction. Somewhere within that wind further away, I heard dreaded distant drumbeats carried toward me. Beyond the low ridges, just coming into sight through the thin veil of falling snow and following the line of retreat were long dark columns of tall pikes and rumbling drums. This was the advance guard ahead of the main body of the victorious Eastern hordes. They marched purposefully forward with conviction, the daylight held no fear for them now. I knew I had to make a very good pace on foot back down the trail now to keep ahead of certain death, if the snow came just a little harder I had a chance.

By every sharp wit I had, I knew I had to leave… immediately. I turned quietly toward the south and took my first step.

I never saw it, or smelt it, which they say you never do, before it sprang… veiled and hidden in the snow, its deep bristling fur glistening perfect white against the low grey sky.

Crouched and motionless in the snow the Rog had cunningly used Tobias as bait. Seeing my casual approach, wandering all about from side to side over the trail and even it had watched as I stopped to urinate over my hands to blissfully warm them. It must have thought I was an easy meal.

So it was, the ravenous and massive white turning grey furred Rog sprang in cunning ambush from within fifteen feet of me. Its body was as massive and muscular as a great mountain bear yet it was long limbed and agile as a fit dog wolf. I was so startled and wide-eyed that stumbling backward, fumbling for my blade caught in the straps of the pack, I slipped. The weight of the pack with the sickly dog now struggling within dragged me nearly over backward and in doing so… saved my life.

In one great bound, slightly misjudged, it was above me and it was against the grey sky I now truly realised its massive form. With one wide and pan sized paw with massive claws instead of both (as it had intended), it caught my shoulder just as I came onto my knees. One lower claw easily pierced my leather jerk; I felt it sharp as it pricked my skin and I was tossed back forcefully with my feet swept from under me as the Rog passed well over my head.

Dusty snow fell in clumps from the fur of the roaring Rog and fell into my face, which felt like cold fire and then filled my eyes, blurring my vision.

Tobias growled and yelped in pain as I landed on my back collapsing onto him hard but he was unable to move, strapped as he was into my pack. I hit the bandaged side of my face upon a blunt wooden object and my helm rolled away into the snow. The pain was incredible but it sharpened me thoughts, I struggled to turn over, death could be so close.

The Rog had landed heavily, tumbling over in the deeper snow. I was up before it, fumbling for the 1908 partially caught up in the remaining loose straps of my pack, I had just seconds to free it. Tobias struggled furiously had one leg out of the pack and snarled louder than I had ever heard him before. I struggled again tearing at the straps that tangled the sword, my 1908 thruster; luckily, it became free by chance as the pack slipped sideways on my shoulders in cursed accordance with the efforts of the hound. The Rog was struggling up, wasting no time to look for its advantage. Now it had a new rocky grey hew in its coat, mirroring the sky that would have made it silhouette hard to see if it had been still. On it came, mouth agape, white razor teeth four inches long and wide amber eyes full of rage and hunger, upon me in one bound …

Many men would not have loved me for that deed; none was there to see it but chastised me for going back the night before and leaving my wounded horse with them when the enemy was so close at hand. One, Lt Collisn had said,

Sar, the troop need you here, It’s just a no good, lame dog. Don’t tread back upon the path we have already come in misery, the enemy cannot be far behind. Tobias is just a hunting dog Sar, forget that not… a lame hound for which you give your loyalty in place of the Empire and us. You may yet hang for that.”

I never saw him again under the sun, even at the court martial, where he would have been an important witness. He must have died with most the others somewhere on the retreat before reaching the sanctuary of Badenn’s walls. Graciously Merlous my grand charger was lead there by a hand I never knew of to this day.

I should forgive their logic, they were afraid to die just as we all are and they valued what I could offer. They were not to know about Tobias and his part in this story. I had promised the future, they had not seen, I gave my word before him and her. I would not break my oath. Even if Tobias had ended there I still wonder if he were not been a focus of my promise to her, what I would have done. You should suspect that even as a simple thief of my heart, which he was, I would not leave him to the Rog.
 
Oh, bother, didn't read the first bit. Never mind, done now.

So a bit more... from the prologue of memories
Please ignore grammer etc . That will all be fixed (I will be paying someone to do it) The main thing is content.

As we walked from the Inn, its sounds of revelry fading but the crickets continued
continuing
in the grasses all about, we paused. We looked up, eyes wide and glinting. I remember I saw a new halo or crescent of paler aurora wreathed about the moon
comma
making her even more bewildering, an omen of change. I still recall the air was so close, the moon covered fields which opened up before us,
what are they doing those moon-covered (with hyphen) fields?
that hot and humid July night. They gently rolled down toward the wide silent artery of the Empire, its greatest slumbering river. Something of that memory was to be a treasure in my heart later when I recall seeing the same moon at times
comma
years later
comma
during the terrible fell winter of the defeat, in which
comma
comma
I had my part.

That wound in which I had complicity at times would bring all the Northern Empire and Armarier City to its
"its"? Not "their"?

The tragedy (my part) wakes me at night regularly. My wretched numb hands nipped by frost, the ceaseless
ignoble; and it's unfortunate the contrast between this and the horses uses the same "noble"
un noble killing, the great and noble horses of old lines expired and rigid in the snow, hunger
comma
endless hunger and the lost chances. I may yet be damned by the sights of the dead and dying, sons and fathers of men, lesser and greater than I. It is too dreadful to say how many were left behind during the darkness of rout
comma
following the defeat and its bitter pursuit
comma
but it was very many. I still hear their fading cries for help as they fell exhausted and starved one by one behind me, unable to walk or stumble
comma
lame and weak
comma
yet further. I could do nothing but take the poison vials I still had left and handed
hand
them to those I past
passed, and I don't think a comma
, who looked most deserving of a honourable end. I did not look back at any of them; they were the lucky few
comma
for the vials soon ran out.

There they lay still, un buried
unburied?
bones, lying in
a
country without a horizon upon which could be some distant home they will never see.

I feel I can taste those decisions on my lips even now; perhaps I should have crushed each vial upon their freezing weak lips to make sure the end was swift and true. I know if they had not been too weak or delirious with cold, they would have all taken the poison of Druids,
semicolon
we all trusted them, though the treachery of some was still more bitter. I keep telling myself that, as they (Soldiers) were my comrades and friends, I did my duty. Falling alive, un poisoned and fresh
comma
to the vast pursuing enemy just a few miles away who was himself so hungry and tired was not contemplated. Then finally, in my icy nightmares, there is from time to time the fragile and broken hound, Tobias and his mournful grey eyes, saved at the last moment before death into my arms. I had found him again going back (as I had promised) down the snow trodden path easy to follow, littered with debris of the retreat, back there
where?
we had separated in the short storm the evening of the day
why "of the day"?
before. Amongst the snow-dusted debris of retreat, he lay huddled tight in some old hessian feed sacks and tangled discarded harness. Half buried in fresh snow, thin and
you might want to consider changing this "and" for a comma
brittle and
comma
it seemed, breaths from death with
by cold?
cold. I picked him up gently and rolled him, limp but alive
comma
into my blanket and into my spare pack. His eyes became brighter
comma
his tail wagged a little and he gently licked my hand with a cold tongue. I folded him in, just as I would an infant child, the oath was kept. I then so gently lifted the pack onto my back and tied the leather straps tight upon my chest and waist to keep it all still.

I thought that was it, now just a long hack on foot back to the rear guard of the Army.

No.

In dread as I went to turn, movement caught my eye. Under the slate sky and
why "and"?
northward, I saw on the horizon figures, about ten
comma
maybe a few more, that I could see. They had luckily not seen me as they had appeared over the low ridges as I had crouched to wrap the dog. They were moving in a wide arc and they were the enemy. White faces of the East, skirmishers with bows or short spears crossing the low ridges at speed but fatefully heading North West of my position, perhaps three hundred yards away. The low wind
comma
gradually strengthening
comma
also stood in my favour
comma
still bound from the East; upon it were small flecks of snow racing into their eyes should they look
in my direction or my way
my direction. Somewhere within that wind
comma
further away, I heard dreaded distant drumbeats carried toward me. Beyond the low ridges, just coming into sight through the thin veil of falling snow and following the line of retreat were long dark columns of tall pikes and rumbling drums. This was the advance guard ahead of the main body of the victorious Eastern hordes. They marched purposefully forward with conviction,
semicolon
the daylight held no fear for them now. I knew I had to make a very good pace on foot back down the trail now to keep ahead of certain death,
semicolon or "but"
if the snow came just a little harder I had a chance.

By every sharp wit I had, I knew I had to leave… immediately. I turned quietly toward the south and took my first step.

I never saw it, or smelt it, which they say you never do, before it sprang… veiled and hidden in the snow, its deep bristling fur glistening perfect white against the low grey sky.

Crouched and motionless in the snow the Rog had cunningly used Tobias as bait. Seeing my casual approach, wandering all about from side to side over the trail and even it had watched as I stopped to urinate over my hands to blissfully warm them. It must have thought I was an easy meal.

So it was, the ravenous and massive white turning grey furred Rog sprang in cunning ambush from within fifteen feet of me. Its body was as massive and muscular as a great mountain bear yet it was long limbed and agile as a fit dog wolf. I was so startled and wide-eyed that stumbling backward, fumbling for my blade caught in the straps of the pack, I slipped. The weight of the pack with the sickly dog now struggling within dragged me nearly over backward and in doing so… saved my life.

In one great bound, slightly misjudged, it was above me and it was against the grey sky
full stop
I now truly realised its massive form. With one wide and pan sized paw with massive claws instead of both (as it had intended), it caught my shoulder just as I came onto my knees. One lower claw easily pierced my leather jerk; I felt it sharp as it pricked my skin and I was tossed back forcefully with my feet swept from under me as the Rog passed well over my head.

Dusty snow fell in clumps from the fur of the roaring Rog and fell into my face, which
"feeling"rather than "which felt (it wasn't the face that felt like cold fire)
felt like cold fire and then filled my eyes, blurring my vision.

Tobias growled and yelped in pain as I landed on my back
comma
collapsing onto him hard
comma
but he was unable to move, strapped as he was into my pack. I hit the bandaged side of my face upon a blunt wooden object and my helm rolled away into the snow. The pain was incredible but it sharpened me thoughts
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, I struggled to turn over, death could be so close.

The Rog had landed heavily, tumbling over in the deeper snow. I was up before it, fumbling for the 1908 partially caught up in the remaining loose straps of my pack,
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I had just seconds to free it. Tobias struggled furiously
semicolon "he"?
had one leg out of the pack and snarled louder than I had ever heard him before. I struggled again
comma
tearing at the straps that tangled the sword, my 1908 thruster; luckily, it became free by chance as the pack slipped sideways on my shoulders in cursed accordance with the efforts of the hound. The Rog was struggling up, wasting no time to look for its advantage. Now it had a new rocky grey hew in its coat, mirroring the sky that would have made it silhouette hard to see if it had been still. On it came, mouth agape, white razor teeth four inches long and wide amber eyes full of rage and hunger, upon me in one bound …

Many men would not have loved me for that deed; none was there to see it but chastised me for going back the night before and leaving my wounded horse with them when the enemy was so close at hand. One, Lt Collisn had said,

Sar, the troop need you here, It’s just a no good, lame dog. Don’t tread back upon the path we have already come in misery, the enemy cannot be far behind. Tobias is just a hunting dog Sar, forget that not… a lame hound for which you give your loyalty in place of the Empire and us. You may yet hang for that.”

I never saw him again under the sun, even at the court martial, where he would have been an important witness. He must have died with most the others somewhere on the retreat before reaching the sanctuary of Badenn’s walls. Graciously Merlous my grand charger was lead
led
there by a hand I never knew of to this day.
by a hand I know not of to this day?

I should forgive their logic,
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they were afraid to die just as we all are and they valued what I could offer. They were not to know about Tobias and his part in this story. I had promised the future, they had not seen, I gave my word before him and her. I would not break my oath. Even if Tobias had ended there I still wonder if he were not been a focus of my promise to her, what I would have done. You should suspect that even as a simple thief of my heart, which he was, I would not leave him to the Rog.
 
I'm somewhat baffled. This really shouldn't work - the long, multi-clause sentences even during the action (where received wisdom says they should be short), the lack of dialogue, the sometimes purple-ish prose - but I found it utterly compelling. The language dragged me along like being caught up in some kind of drugged dream - I couldn't have skim-read it or skipped any bits if I'd wanted to.

This has an unusual and authentic-feeling voice. Almost as though it could be the genuine memoir of a nineteenth-century officer who'd received a good education and read a great many books, but who hadn't quite perfected his grammar. Almost I want you not to fix your mistakes (which seemed fewer in this excerpt than the first; also the writing was generally clearer, to its benefit) because they add to that feeling. (But of course you should ...)
 
It's funny you should mention this, HB.

Last year, I had occasion to read some of Ivanhoe, by Sir Walter Scott. (Chapter XII was in my old copy of Encarta.) This describes a joust - a rather bloody one - and in spite of the long sentences and two-hundred-year-old language (possibly purporting to be from earlier?), it was really quite exciting.


I'm not sure I'd risk long sentences in a fight myself; but if something really works, go with it.
 
Well, I haven't read the whole prose, but I can say that punchy sentences doesn't mean they have actually be short. I hate to use analogue, but think about Sibelius Finlandia, it has a sweet long tenses and then comes the big drums. However, all along there is longer pieces, not just pa-pa-pa. If you get what I mean.
 
I loved the poetic lines of the first part, I've never read anything like this before, and like HareBrain, I was mesmerised. Again I agree with HareBrain, in that the mistakes shouldn't be all fixed. It reads perfectly well, and the voice does indeed sound genuine with the slight mistakes in. If this was presented as memoires then I'm sure you could get away with it. It seems more authentic. I'd love to read more, although my taste is more mainstream, I'd pay for the rest! Good luck with this, it deserves publication, as it's something I've not come across and I'd hope there would be a market for such poetically written works in the mainstream.

Educate us peasants!
 
It might because I'm feeling sickly and somewhat tired that I grew bored on reading it through. I don't mean it in bad way. You obviously have a great vocabulary. What you're lacking is the tension, adhesion ... the thing that rubs and hooks us so that we keep turning the pages. When you write you should focus on painting the picture, but not filling it with words that doesn't belong there. Via that picture you tell the story, but then again, it's not the whole. The characters, they are important.

Prologue ...

It is known that the Earth creation was of fusion, hottest life fire woven upon Earth of those who were not bound to mortal fate. They could (I suppose) be felt everywhere if you could, from where you are, still feel their hot grace in your heart. Alas truly though… sadly, to most of us, they exist physically nowhere now. We are broken from them, to mortality.

Look at this first para. Especially first sentence. It too difficult to understand. It is known that the Earth creation was a fusion. Hottest fire woven upon those who were not bound to mortal fate.

Second sentence is not that much easier.

They could (Who are they, fires) be felt everywhere.

It doesn't get easier but much, much harder. Just watch out my highlight and try to rewrite them. Try be as clear as you can. I need to go to bed.
 
I am truly blessed then, in having been close to them just once. A brief encounter with their fire, prising back open the door of mortality and I came so close at that moment to taking an impossible step toward them while I yet lived. That was a bewildering vision of the distant past through her and of a place, I have never seen. I travelled within her and found myself sharing a mind whose beautiful name I in my heart and mind been washed clean of. That is for the chance of my very survival now.

This is needs to be cleared up. Who is them and who is her?

There in my trance, I found I was taken to lie alone in ancient light upon the wide smooth alter slab of the Earth temple amid spiralling red veined leaves of an distant autumn. Upon that yellow jade monolith looking skyward, I saw they were lit, each in turn afire of new colours of the sun I cannot truly tell you of here. Within the shafts of the sunlight, on they came, rolling through the still air in golds, silvers and reds. One after the other in gentle precession they fell, descending through the still air from the great canopy around me and stretching beyond sight.

I have hard time on picturing on where the narrator are. You're not giving absolutely clear image of what's happening. Don't hide it. Be clear of what happens.


Looking then toward the dark walls of the forest pressing ever closer with time, I remember so vividly the leaves all about its slopes, lying so thickly and undisturbed on the sunny rise. The tales of the altar those trees have seen must have been uncounted. I lay back on the warm stone once more and my mind entered a sleepy bliss. Silence filled several hours.

That sentence is jarring. Tales of the altar... What do you mean by that?

As the sun moved west to set slowly, crowned in amber behind the mountains, the hidden intoxication that was gently taking me became almost total. I felt so weary and my eyes fought with me, looked for sleep, and I saw no harm in it. All was still and I felt as I closed my eyes at one with the pulse of the Earth. In my growing dream, my being was joining (as if with the setting sun) gladly with the cooling altar and my bones be left to waste. Laid sweetly scattered all about, they will dwindle to dust to feed the roots and thoughts of the unspeaking trees gradually ascending the slope. Little by little degree of conflict the saplings were taking the small hill, I cared not.

Again, a bit more clarity. Your eyes are fighting? What pulse, what does it feel? Bones left to waste, what do you mean, are you dead now? Are you sensing the forest around you, what is happening?


Then abruptly it was over, I felt my guide again, her fingernails biting cutting my skin to wake me but now her breath too was upon my pale skin in feint earnest words. They grew louder, spoke in rhyme and warning, gently lifting me back from the enchantment that I could not have survived.

Biting or cutting, you need clarify that. Her breath was on your skin... but what does it has to do with words. Who are they? The words?
Finally, I had my wits (and hot desire to live) and struggled foolishly with eyes wide open from her grasp to flee from the altar in panic to save my life and yes, I fell. I landed hard with dust, leaf and bone alongside the carved side of the stone plinth, nearly a seven feoot fall. Then alas, unable to break my fall tumbling drunkenly over the edge of the lower stone I rolled down the steep slope of soft dust reaching for anything to break my fall. All I took in my hands as I slid over dust, stone and small saplings were the departed dreamers… the bone dust and cracked bleached bones of many more than one being, not all human.


You have to start cutting down the repetition and introduce clarity if you want to win readers. I don't know what does she look like. I though the narrator was laying on altar, but didn't realise it was seven foot tall. Watch out for sentence length and think about how you rewrite this para to introduce more clarity. Could you have described the scene when you were laying down in the slap or not?

So edit your prologue, introduce clarity even though it's most like a dream. Tell us what does she look like. Describe the scene by using world building. Describe the fires, earth pulse. Don't be vague.
 
Dear All
Thanks for posting your interesting comments and thanks again for reading it at all. If anyone would like anymore please feel free to ask. I have drawn some interesting thoughts from what has been said.

Mostly its in this style there are simpler passages as well.

CTG - Everything in the prologue and first chapter are reflections, memories and regrets tied to events later. Therefore, it appears disjointed because you have not seen much and I really wanted to leave some things vague.

I was working on some corrections in descriptions again earlier in light of CTG said, there are some fair comments ( and you spotted a couple of minor mistakes ) but try and go with the flow, some of your assumptions are correct. You are not sure - good, I thought that was a bit of tension.

Chris, Thanks for the corrections again.

HB, UN and NP . Thanks for the very encouraging and interesting comments, some of them made my day. What I wanted you to feel but in your own way, was felt.

I shall proceed.

Cav.
 
CTG - Everything in the prologue and first chapter are reflections, memories and regrets tied to events later. Therefore, it appears disjointed because you have not seen much and I really wanted to leave some things vague.

Vague is good, you want to drip feed information but you don't want to confuse the reader too much. Not in the prologue. Because they will put your book away before you got a fighting chance.
 
ctg, I think what Cavalry trying to say is that if you read the whole thing, it wouldn't seem as confusing.

I understood the 'tales of the trees', I can't see why that's confusing, to be honest. Also (and I could be making a big mistake here if I've not read this piece right) I realised that They and Them refers to the makers of the earth, mentioned in the first line.

As for fighting your eyes, surely you felt that sensation last night when you were really tired and read this piece, ctg? Heavy lids aching to shut and give in to sleep. If he does give in, then he says his bones will become the same as those around him eventually.

Biting, cutting. Should have been a comma there I think, that's all.

I think clarity would spoil the overall feel of the dream like state he's in. I don't mean to be rude, ctg, and you are of course entitled to your valuable and I'm sure, apreciated opinion, but I disagree.

Like I said, I've never read anything like this before, and I got every line. The length of the sentences, I think, gives it passion and momentum. Keep it up, please Cavalry!

And I don't know about everyone else here, but I'd love to read more....

That is right, right?
 
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