eclectic_dragon0253
dont_forget_the_fairydust
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[FONT="]Preface[/FONT]
[FONT="]Jaymie[/FONT]
[FONT="]“De sfïska mer normir.” – [/FONT] [FONT="]“The world is my playground.”[/FONT]
[FONT="]I can’t remember who told me that. It’s such a strange phrase, but something I have always related to nonetheless, if only because that is the way I generally view the world; a land to be explored, and a place to start adventures. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Maybe this is why I can’t seem to get it out of my head. Whatever choices I make, whatever opportunities present themselves to me, are inevitably followed by those five simple words in my mind. It’s always been that way, since as far as I can recall, and recently I’ve been reminded of the phrase all the more; ever since I left my homeland to make my new home here. [/FONT]
[FONT="]I look around at the scene before me; at the lights, the crowds, and the queue people of people waiting to be admitted into the large striped tent beyond. [/FONT]
[FONT="]These are people who are bored with the mundane, predictable occurrences of their everyday lives, and who long to see something different. Something the lowly travellers might be able to offer in one night’s paid spectacle as they demonstrate that which is believed to be impossible.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Perhaps home is the wrong word for what I have found here. Maybe I don’t really belong anywhere. I’ve been granted plenty of opportunities to settle down, but I suppose I’ve just never found the right place. Maybe I don’t want to belong anywhere. Maybe I like to travel, to search, drinking in the sights, the smells, and the sounds of a new country; delighting in the new language and the new knowledge found just over the next hill...[/FONT]
[FONT="]Truly I am content with the cards I have been dealt in this life. Experience has taught me the rules of this world; taught me exactly how to use each card to my advantage. And yet still I am plagued by the memories of my first home, my true home. Sometimes, when caught off-guard, I find myself casting my mind back to that beautiful place far away from here; the place I cannot seem to find. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Perhaps if I consciously think back to that time – the time when I lost that home forever – perhaps then I can find some peace of mind.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I have to try. If I don’t, I fear I will go mad. A lot can change in just one day, with a single decision...[/FONT]
[FONT="]The world is my playground, and I the child; stumbling, learning, smiling.[/FONT]
[FONT="]The world is my playground, and I the child; laughing, crying, yearning.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Never stop, never think, never listen –[/FONT]
[FONT="]Falling, growing, aging –[/FONT]
[FONT="]Living...[/FONT]
[FONT="]The world is my playground and I the child,[/FONT]
[FONT="]Searching to find my home...[/FONT]
[FONT="]I often wonder how things would have turned out had I never crossed the boundary at all; if I had never heard of shadow walkers, Logan, or even the circus.[/FONT]
[FONT="]But it does me no good to think of what could have happened. I can only look back on what did happen, and hope to find some kind of acceptance... [/FONT]
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