subtletylost
Formerly fishii
I'm having some difficulty in my story figuring out how exactly to handle the main character's intrusive thoughts and memories. I asked some other writers about this type of thing and their main advice was show don't tell, but I feel like they missed the main point of my question, which wasn't "how do I write this better" but rather "how do you include them without making them seem forced". I'm afraid that handling them properly would disrupt the flow of the writing and possibly pull a reader out of the story.
I get that I'd probably have an easier time of this if the story was in first person, but it's not. It is from that character's point of view though. I don't know if I'm overthinking the problem or if I just misinterpreted what "show, don't tell" means in this context.
For example, I have this little piece of writing:
Does this work? If it does, why do you feel it works? If not, I'd really appreciate advice on how to do it better. I really want to do this right, because portraying these parts of the character is very important to me, and to the story (or rather to explain why she makes some of the choices she does, like getting her daughter a pet dragon instead of a puppy).
I get that I'd probably have an easier time of this if the story was in first person, but it's not. It is from that character's point of view though. I don't know if I'm overthinking the problem or if I just misinterpreted what "show, don't tell" means in this context.
For example, I have this little piece of writing:
“We could go get the ingredients or a frozen pizza from Walmart,” Ash said. They looked around for a moment then found their car keys in the bowl by the door. “Would you like to ride with me?” they asked Darcy.
Darcy’s hand froze as she was petting Terra. Thunder rumbled across the sky despite the fact the storm had ended over half an hour ago. She closed her eyes for a moment. His hot breath against her throat caused her to shiver involuntarily, but when her eyes snapped open no one was there. She took a shaky breath and said, “I’d rather not, let’s just have something we do have here.”
For context Darcy, the mc, was raped in a car not even an hour before (she hasn't told her partner though and refuses to acknowledge that she's hurt as she feels like she deserved it for trusting the man in the first place). Darcy’s hand froze as she was petting Terra. Thunder rumbled across the sky despite the fact the storm had ended over half an hour ago. She closed her eyes for a moment. His hot breath against her throat caused her to shiver involuntarily, but when her eyes snapped open no one was there. She took a shaky breath and said, “I’d rather not, let’s just have something we do have here.”
Does this work? If it does, why do you feel it works? If not, I'd really appreciate advice on how to do it better. I really want to do this right, because portraying these parts of the character is very important to me, and to the story (or rather to explain why she makes some of the choices she does, like getting her daughter a pet dragon instead of a puppy).