Grimbear
In the Woods
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Each time I come here I find it harder to leave. What is there to go to? Where else? And for what?
I think - some day I shall come here and I will not leave. Maybe that day is today.
Here, it was always silent. I can shut my eyes and imagine away the days, return to the old world. Here, I can sometimes make myself believe that nothing is wrong.
Nothing ever happened here, and nothing happens now. It is the same. I can lie here, like I did before everything changed, and watch the sun slowly tug the sculpture’s strange shadow over the flowering clover. It patterns the grass in a grid of angular shapes, sometimes thin and faint, sometimes bold and sharply-defined. It is quiet and still here. And it is good.
Down among the houses, quiet hangs like a shroud, silence buzzes in my ears and emptiness gapes like a pit that opens to swallow me with every step I take. Where there was light, there is now only the dark. I feel eyes watching me where there are none. I strain to hear sounds that never come.
Even the tower is dead. It breathed once, in great clots of dirty gray smoke that stained the sky.
Nothing breathes now.
I lie, drift, feel I am falling. Am I above the clouds or below them?
My view of the sky is blocked suddenly by a face. One that wears an expression that I think must mirror my own; shock and fear, but also wonder.
“Are you real?” she says.
I don’t know if I can speak. I stare at her. I could ask her the same question, but I don't.
“I think so.” I say after a moment. “I think I am."
Alone at the End
Each time I come here I find it harder to leave. What is there to go to? Where else? And for what?
I think - some day I shall come here and I will not leave. Maybe that day is today.
Here, it was always silent. I can shut my eyes and imagine away the days, return to the old world. Here, I can sometimes make myself believe that nothing is wrong.
Nothing ever happened here, and nothing happens now. It is the same. I can lie here, like I did before everything changed, and watch the sun slowly tug the sculpture’s strange shadow over the flowering clover. It patterns the grass in a grid of angular shapes, sometimes thin and faint, sometimes bold and sharply-defined. It is quiet and still here. And it is good.
Down among the houses, quiet hangs like a shroud, silence buzzes in my ears and emptiness gapes like a pit that opens to swallow me with every step I take. Where there was light, there is now only the dark. I feel eyes watching me where there are none. I strain to hear sounds that never come.
Even the tower is dead. It breathed once, in great clots of dirty gray smoke that stained the sky.
Nothing breathes now.
I lie, drift, feel I am falling. Am I above the clouds or below them?
My view of the sky is blocked suddenly by a face. One that wears an expression that I think must mirror my own; shock and fear, but also wonder.
“Are you real?” she says.
I don’t know if I can speak. I stare at her. I could ask her the same question, but I don't.
“I think so.” I say after a moment. “I think I am."