I honestly could not see myself entering but needed a distraction, so devoted an hour to what I expected to be me staring at a blank page. In the end I picked a name and wrote a line and the rest just kind of followed. It started out more than a little dark but I realised my protagonist was a positive and compassionate person that deserved something kinder. So I retained the basis and rewrote it - and feel much better for it. I am glad I haven't missed successive 300's and this will ensure I don't miss the vote this time too.