Then there's the feeling of stopping writing these characters, which entails stopping thinking about them.
My "default thought", especially when I used to commute, has been generally "What will I write next?" which often means "What will X do next?".
I think that nails it for me, too. This whole 'ending' process has me thinking about book-writing in terms of psychology, spirit, and mental health. I wonder what science would say in terms of separation issues/anxiety, loss and grief when you've been working on something so big.
It's populated the thoughts for so long, there's been a certain amount of habit or routine that, when finished (whether creating or editing), just disappears. I have to wonder how healthy that is for individuals whose pursuit is so solitary (unless we're co-writing with others), such as writing. I suppose it depends on the prevailing personality/optimism of the author, but I do feel a little rootless today.
I was thinking about
@Brian G Turner and his first Chronicles book, the link to these forums and how it must be even more complex for him. But Chronicles of Empire doesn't stop with Gathering, so he still has a key into that world and characters. I suppose if you write a series you may get to a point where you look forward to new projects.
And of course on top of this is the weirdness of the current situation, which is both grim and surreal.
The thought of getting on a bus or the tube and not having anything to write is terrifying. That I can pop on my VR headeset and play PS4 games or watch the Youtube VR channel is a blessing. I've decided that - having lost so much weight over the past 7 weeks - I'll fill my day with exercise and weights. Maybe implementing such a physical, grounded routine will help shift the sense of 'now what'?
I might, however, look at a WIX website - ugh, the thought of setting myself up online has my gag-reflex doing the equivalent of eye-rolling if not throwing up