Having spoken to many of your colleagues over the years, they always struggle if they’ve worked closely with someone who’s then killed off. Sasha’s lost her brother and Bob and that put her in a bad place. Has that loss also difficult for you on and off the show?
SMG: We always say that’s the worst part of the job. It’s the absolute worst part of the job. We get close quickly and we say all the time we’re a family, but we mean that. It’s not just a joke, it’s not just something we say in interviews because it sounds good, it’s the truth and so even when new people come onto the show, they go ‘Oh this is really like this? You guys really love each other and really love this job and are really a family?’
And it is because it’s so hard and we all band together in the woods, in some town in Georgia. It’s hard because these people are your actual friends and when they leave the show, they do leave your life as well in a sense. We’re all actors, we’re all busy, we all travel, so it’s hard to link up schedules when you’re not forced to see each other at work. So when someone goes, you don’t know when you might actually see them again and it’s really sad. You know we cry and we hug and then we cry! [laughs]
I thought it was interesting back towards the mid-season that it was Sasha, Daryl and Abraham who were paired off together, when they were the three that really struggled to settle in Alexandria – is it difficult for you when your character is made to keep distance from the others in the show?
SMG: Yes, that’s a good question. It is actually and the first time I experienced splitting off was in season four when the prison fell and we all ran away and it was me and Lauren and Lawrence and it is hard, because we do love working with each other and there’s a sense of excitement when all of us are together and we feed off each other and there’s a lot of play in between takes as well. Of course we’re down to business between action and cut, but it’s fun, almost like a party when all of us are together, so when we split off it is disorienting.
And when it was me and Norman and Michael, we were split off for a long time and you hear stories from set and you’re like ‘Man, we were just stuck in this car leading the walkers away!’ But it’s also great, because when you have a cast as large as ours I appreciate the writers doing that, because at some point you have to when there’s so many of us and you want to delve into peoples’ stories more deeply, so there is a bit of separation that has to happen.
After what she’s been through, how easily would she be able to open her heart?
SMG: I, as Sasha, I’m ready to live again. I’m ready to engage and for the longest time from when you first see me, I’m very hard, very distant, very pragmatic. Losing Bob and then losing my brother, who was all that I had, he was my connection to my past and Bob was my connection to my future, losing it all and spiralling all the way down, as low as I have ever been in my life. Now I’ve come out of it, what I realised is that from the beginning of the zombie apocalypse, I had put up this defence, this wall to protect myself, because I didn’t think I could handle being connected to people. I am now finally ready to live and I say it to Abraham when he asks if I’m doing this mission because I want to die and I say no, as for the first time in a long time, I don’t want to die. I’m ready to live for real and engage and so when you do that, it does open you up.
Is that what we see in the future then, that she opens up more?
SMG: Absolutely, a lot of that is discussed in episode six when I’m talking to Abraham and I’m talking about self-awareness and you can be all in the action and what it really is doing is you’re hiding behind it and not taking responsibility for your actions, choices and your pain, and so I have now done that and seen the light and I’m ready to engage and really be a part of this community. So it makes me vulnerable for lots of things. It’s really an honour to play someone who goes all the way to wanting to die and then coming out of it, it’s a really inspiring story.